My pinning eyes search the clouds,

Now one of them must be you,

Only you can heal my aching heart,

Like fresh drizzle of morning dew!

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I saw your face in a thunder flash,

My soul skipped a happy beat,

You are divine, my dear mother,

Looking at me from natures seat!

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The nights I sob in my lonely bed,

I know you come to caress me,

Bathing me in your loving grace,

That I deeply feel but cannot see!

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Sometimes I can hear your voice,

Telling me what I have to do,

Reality tells its grieving mind,

Still guiding me, I believe it’s you!

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At times you walk into my dreams,

To fill that ever-hurting void,

For what’s living without you?

From all life’s joy, I feel devoid!

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When I write in your memories,

My words only get stronger,

In them, you will forever live,

For decades, ages and longer!

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I know with us, time wasn’t fair,

Sadly against fate, one can’t dare,

I am here; you now somewhere,

But for me, I know you are still there!

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Dedicated to my Mummy ( my everything)