My pinning eyes search the clouds,
Now one of them must be you,
Only you can heal my aching heart,
Like fresh drizzle of morning dew!
I saw your face in a thunder flash,
My soul skipped a happy beat,
You are divine, my dear mother,
Looking at me from natures seat!
The nights I sob in my lonely bed,
I know you come to caress me,
Bathing me in your loving grace,
That I deeply feel but cannot see!
Sometimes I can hear your voice,
Telling me what I have to do,
Reality tells its grieving mind,
Still guiding me, I believe it’s you!
At times you walk into my dreams,
To fill that ever-hurting void,
For what’s living without you?
From all life’s joy, I feel devoid!
When I write in your memories,
My words only get stronger,
In them, you will forever live,
For decades, ages and longer!
I know with us, time wasn’t fair,
Sadly against fate, one can’t dare,
I am here; you now somewhere,
But for me, I know you are still there!
Dedicated to my Mummy ( my everything)